#messingup
losing my trombone music
was the first mess-up today
then i broke down in the bathroom
after 6th period
i tripped up the stairs after school
and bruised my ego (and my knees and hands)
at work tonight
i lost keys
to a big glass cigarette case
under it
and because I messed up
i got nervous
and kept messing up,
over and over and over again
on my break
i sat in the break room and tried not to cry
because there were other people in there
and i didn't want them to see me
life was going so well
why does it have to go downhill now?
Feb 3, 2021
Feb 3, 2021 at 10:34 PM UTC
"Home is where the heart is."
My heart has been on vacation,
got lost at the station,
missed it's connecting flight,
has come down with a plight.
It's missed the school bus,
forgotten how to trust,
spilled coffee in its lap,
fallen into a trap.
It's still playing dress up,
afraid still to mess up,
losing its car keys,
crying after a tease.
If home is where the heart is,
a place where a warm hearth is,
then mine has missed the boat
for I'm still just out afloat...
Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 12:45 PM UTC
You know that feeling where your minds fighting between what you own and what you living for. Where you know people understand but not really understand. Idk what's worst this heartache or disheartened people around me? Idk what's worst trying to achieve the impossible or knowing the fact we are too weak for it. Can I turn my car to some other direction?where I can search for peace?search for a life? Everything's so foggy I can't see the stars twinkling! Dreams so silly, wonder if they'll be lasting. Good times hauntin' bad times breakin' if only I could find me.
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 11:55 AM UTC