I don’t want to be sad anymore.
I want to feel happy
For more than just a day, or a few hours at a time
I want to be happy
I don’t want existing to hurt anymore.
I want to wake up in the morning
And want to get out of bed, or at least want to exist in my bed
I don’t want to live anymore.
But I want to want to live
I want living to stop hurting so much that I want it to stop
Apr 11, 2021
Apr 11, 2021 at 3:17 PM UTC
I don’t want to be sad anymore.
I want to feel happy
For more than just a day, or a few hours at a time
I want to be happy
I don’t want existing to hurt anymore.
I want to wake up in the morning
And want to get out of bed, or at least want to exist in my bed
I don’t want to live anymore.
But I want to want to live
I want living to stop hurting so much that I want it to stop
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