would you?

phoenixa Poems

if the roles were reversed if the shoe was on the other foot would you have let me hurt you the way you did? would it be emotionless would the pain be non existent would everything be the same would it just be without me would you hug yourself? would you scream at the pain I caused you? would you be too hurt, to even see my name? would you lose yourself in a mess you couldn't control? would you hope that the pain wouldn't stay? would you hope maybe you could be okay again? would you hope you could look me in the eye? would you hope to be able to trust,like you once did? would you hope one day you could trust again? would you hope one day you were able to feel again? would you hope one day you would love the way I loved you? no. you wouldn't smile the way you did when you met me you wouldnt feel how you did when I numbed all the pain.