im trapped by a bed
and i dont know if i want to get out
sleeping isnt a safe place
i never sleep soundly
yet im always thinking about
when i can be in bed
eyes closed and unconscious
i dont enjoy sleeping
i enjoy not thinking
i enjoy the time where i dont think
that its just random dreams
good or bad
because they arent real
like the thoughts in my head
i want to fix it
feel alive and not plan my day around naps
that i can be awake for more than 10 hours
without needing to collapse on a bed
but if i get fixed
i dont have an excuse
i wont be able to say im just tired
because its so much more
im trapped by my mind
and i just want to get out
Oct 31, 2019
Oct 31, 2019 at 1:35 AM UTC
im trapped by a bed
and i dont know if i want to get out
sleeping isnt a safe place
i never sleep soundly
yet im always thinking about
when i can be in bed
eyes closed and unconscious
i dont enjoy sleeping
i enjoy not thinking
i enjoy the time where i dont think
that its just random dreams
good or bad
because they arent real
like the thoughts in my head
i want to fix it
feel alive and not plan my day around naps
that i can be awake for more than 10 hours
without needing to collapse on a bed
but if i get fixed
i dont have an excuse
i wont be able to say im just tired
because its so much more
im trapped by my mind
and i just want to get out