Were fighting as I yell, "I'm angry why don't you just go away"
Inside I'm screaming "no don't actually, please stay"
My body has gone into self defense mode,
And with that, it becomes so hard to decode
I'm tired and I'm hurt but it's not all your fault
Theres so many secrets locked in my vault
You said you would be there, even when it got ugly
But I guess the fighting, for you was too much juggling
My emotions run at an all time high
I warned you this from the start,
You were still willing to try.
I explained that this is what I would do
But you wouldnt listen, it was all so true
Now I'm left with an empty space
You left my life without a trace
A part of me, you took with you,
that day you drove away, gone forever
I felt like I lost my mind that night,
But I understand now we're better of not being together
You never understood my heart, the way the man I deserve, really should
I'm not sorry for the person I am,
I'm just sorry you never understood
C.m.
Oct 23, 2019
Oct 23, 2019 at 10:31 PM UTC
Were fighting as I yell, "I'm angry why don't you just go away"
Inside I'm screaming "no don't actually, please stay"
My body has gone into self defense mode,
And with that, it becomes so hard to decode
I'm tired and I'm hurt but it's not all your fault
Theres so many secrets locked in my vault
You said you would be there, even when it got ugly
But I guess the fighting, for you was too much juggling
My emotions run at an all time high
I warned you this from the start,
You were still willing to try.
I explained that this is what I would do
But you wouldnt listen, it was all so true
Now I'm left with an empty space
You left my life without a trace
A part of me, you took with you,
that day you drove away, gone forever
I felt like I lost my mind that night,
But I understand now we're better of not being together
You never understood my heart, the way the man I deserve, really should
I'm not sorry for the person I am,
I'm just sorry you never understood
C.m.
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