Watching those two
Happiness and Envy
The green-eyed monster attacks me
And I am left defenseless against a force I will never attack
The smiles and cuddles
The trust and passion,
I wish I could console them all within my heart and life
But I cannot get grip
I cannot hold on to the sparks of my former self’s heart
And I am left as cold as the unlit fireplace
But something stirs
The spark within myself is starting to reheat my body
To reheat the passion and trust I once had
Then it hits me
The fact that I cannot truly love
That I cannot truly have passion
I cannot truly be in love
Because I cannot be loved
This hideous monster
The thing many hearts have wisely shut out
The thing that loves like a hunchback Quasimodo
And needs its Esmerelda to set it free from its isolation and pain
But she is long in the future
And all I can do is wait
Wait through the pain of happiness
And the pain of envy
The green-eyed monster attacks me
And I am left defenseless against a force I will never attack
Mar 26, 2013
Mar 26, 2013 at 2:14 AM UTC
Watching those two
Happiness and Envy
The green-eyed monster attacks me
And I am left defenseless against a force I will never attack
The smiles and cuddles
The trust and passion,
I wish I could console them all within my heart and life
But I cannot get grip
I cannot hold on to the sparks of my former self’s heart
And I am left as cold as the unlit fireplace
But something stirs
The spark within myself is starting to reheat my body
To reheat the passion and trust I once had
Then it hits me
The fact that I cannot truly love
That I cannot truly have passion
I cannot truly be in love
Because I cannot be loved
This hideous monster
The thing many hearts have wisely shut out
The thing that loves like a hunchback Quasimodo
And needs its Esmerelda to set it free from its isolation and pain
But she is long in the future
And all I can do is wait
Wait through the pain of happiness
And the pain of envy
The green-eyed monster attacks me
And I am left defenseless against a force I will never attack
