People take it for granted
And just assume that everyone has it
To feel themselves be captured
By something they won't admit
To feel the pain
That consuming torture
To have that warm beat in your chest
Spreading like wildfire
To feel what
I want to feel
Not when the music starts
Or when a novel ends
I want that constant suffocating feeling
That gives my life meaning
I want to be whole and broken
I want what words can’t explain
Or letters can't decode
I want to be torn apart
And sowed back together
I want to feel my stomach drop
when life nocks me down
I want to feel my vocals rip
When i cry
I want to feel
Like something to someone
I want the emotion of knowing
I ment something
I felt something
To feel the raw emotions
Of being human
Not this numbness
Not the dread of the sunrise
knowing It will be gone
Aug 19, 2019
Aug 19, 2019 at 7:54 AM UTC
People take it for granted
And just assume that everyone has it
To feel themselves be captured
By something they won't admit
To feel the pain
That consuming torture
To have that warm beat in your chest
Spreading like wildfire
To feel what
I want to feel
Not when the music starts
Or when a novel ends
I want that constant suffocating feeling
That gives my life meaning
I want to be whole and broken
I want what words can’t explain
Or letters can't decode
I want to be torn apart
And sowed back together
I want to feel my stomach drop
when life nocks me down
I want to feel my vocals rip
When i cry
I want to feel
Like something to someone
I want the emotion of knowing
I ment something
I felt something
To feel the raw emotions
Of being human
Not this numbness
Not the dread of the sunrise
knowing It will be gone
