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You'd think 4 years would be enough I longed for control and then I lost it In this cruel cruel cycle Binge 1000's of calories guilt shame bloating I feel control when my stomach hurts I feel comfort Restrict   10's of calories euphoria shame grumbling I feel control when my stomach rumbles I feel beautiful This cycle is meant to be a form of control but here I am bingeing and restricting until I can purge this hurt
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May 3, 2019
May 3, 2019 at 12:56 PM UTC
Binge and Restrict (tw)
You'd think 4 years would be enough I longed for control and then I lost it In this cruel cruel cycle Binge 1000's of calories guilt shame bloating I feel control when my stomach hurts I feel comfort Restrict   10's of calories euphoria shame grumbling I feel control when my stomach rumbles I feel beautiful This cycle is meant to be a form of control but here I am bingeing and restricting until I can purge this hurt
#ed#binge#restrict#mentalhealth#control
TasteTheSun
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TasteTheSun
17/F/Indiana
May 3, 2019
May 3, 2019 at 12:56 PM UTC
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