Searching for balance
Equality within one's self
Battles rage between
Survival
Gratitude
Purity
And sinister behaviors
Are they merely excuses
For my greed?
For my self-indulgence?
For security?
For relationships both friendly & otherwise?
I know I'm doing wrong to live right
Everybody has a hustle
Crooked or straight
On this life's wander
I've encountered forks
Try to take the righteous
Drawn to the lure of the shadows
Eventually, make my own path
In the grey, diagonal
Until I'm presented with the next opportunity
Never knowing
When it'll spring upon me
Believe me or not
I'm a good person
Even if I'm unsure at moments myself
**** the cards I was dealt
I'm a chess player
Think
Risk
Win
Despite my means
I do my dirt all by my lonely
Maintain being humble & true
With unwavering loyalty
To those that reciprocate
By Axton Rupp
Dec 15, 2018
Dec 15, 2018 at 4:26 AM UTC
Searching for balance
Equality within one's self
Battles rage between
Survival
Gratitude
Purity
And sinister behaviors
Are they merely excuses
For my greed?
For my self-indulgence?
For security?
For relationships both friendly & otherwise?
I know I'm doing wrong to live right
Everybody has a hustle
Crooked or straight
On this life's wander
I've encountered forks
Try to take the righteous
Drawn to the lure of the shadows
Eventually, make my own path
In the grey, diagonal
Until I'm presented with the next opportunity
Never knowing
When it'll spring upon me
Believe me or not
I'm a good person
Even if I'm unsure at moments myself
**** the cards I was dealt
I'm a chess player
Think
Risk
Win
Despite my means
I do my dirt all by my lonely
Maintain being humble & true
With unwavering loyalty
To those that reciprocate
By Axton Rupp
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