memories
still live on in my mind and
heart where they are now scared
thoughts fill my sad sad mind and i cannot get rid of them either
he is still there, behind me every noise ,i jump out of fear cause of his lies
scared he will come back and hurt me the way he had hurt me before i left
he knows i am scared because of the way i am with him around girls
i was so young when he hurt me that it is now within thoughts
to grab my knife when i hear a knock at the door or a creak
in the halls, i have lost my once sane mind to him
mace and a pocket knife on my key chain
so scared he will come back
and hurt me everything
is so ingrained
within
me
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 11:32 AM UTC
memories
still live on in my mind and
heart where they are now scared
thoughts fill my sad sad mind and i cannot get rid of them either
he is still there, behind me every noise ,i jump out of fear cause of his lies
scared he will come back and hurt me the way he had hurt me before i left
he knows i am scared because of the way i am with him around girls
i was so young when he hurt me that it is now within thoughts
to grab my knife when i hear a knock at the door or a creak
in the halls, i have lost my once sane mind to him
mace and a pocket knife on my key chain
so scared he will come back
and hurt me everything
is so ingrained
within
me