i still think of you often
whether im with people or by myself
i think about the way you touched me
the way your warm pink lips felt against my collarbone
then i thought about what actually happened
i dont think of you often
neither by myself or with people
i think about the way you hit me
the way your warm pink lips sputtered those words
i hope i never think of you
-k
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 3:45 PM UTC
when i tried to get better in the past
it felt like i was surrounded by water
drowning in it
when i thought i got better it felt
like every time i took a breath my
lungs filled with gasoline
when i got better it felt
like i was swimming in a pool of
flower pedals
i felt stuck for so long
now i am in control
and i am floating on clouds
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 3:36 PM UTC
i've always tried
tried to be THAT girl
the girl who has everything together
it didnt work out
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 3:32 PM UTC
in my 16 years of living i have never been more lost
he is gone and he broke me in the process
i healed
she died and i am now broken after healing for so long
she sold it after everything ive loved has left she really sold it
i am loving again
he hurt me broken and healing is no more
i am numb
i hurt me and i can now feel again but only for a little bit
i dont want to do this anymore
he is gone and im starting to feel
i still am broken
i am different and im starting to heal
i can still see my past
i am a different person now and my past no longer is looked at
i am loving, i am healed, i dont look back
i am better and thats all that matters
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 1:15 PM UTC
“I love you” he says
But I cannot love back
How am I supposed to love when he took advantage
How can I trust when he did it
“U know I do too” I say
Because I cannot say the words
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 3:50 PM UTC
He’s there
The rose lives
He’s not
The rose dies
Either way
I’m not living
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 7:54 AM UTC
he didnt want anything serious in his life
but he was serious about that....
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 4:37 PM UTC
Giving up isn’t as hard as you’d think
Because I’ve given up thinking as well.
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 12:48 PM UTC
every single hair of my body is overcome by ecstacy
when with your tender fingers you touch me
© Ali Ashraf
Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 12:08 PM UTC