Its always an eventuality
Ripped from fantasy into reality
I've come to expect the certainty
That forever I will be lonely
Standards are lowered
More to give, less to take
Back to the way it was
Forever just another mistake
Perhaps one day
I'll consider this logically
An acid trip
through my destroyed psyche
I lived a nice high temporarily
Before it ended so promptly
Leaving me feeling quite queasy
Curled on the floor remembering vaguely
Simply insignificant
In the bigger scheme of things
Worthless and unimportant
Lost in my own
writhings.
I fit the mold perfectly
drugged up and hung daintly
upside down to view plainly
On display so painfully
One heartstring
played beautifully
Another conspiring
quite loudly
An eventuality
From fantasy to reality
Expecting the certainty
Forever
Lonely.
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 11:48 PM UTC
Its always an eventuality
Ripped from fantasy into reality
I've come to expect the certainty
That forever I will be lonely
Standards are lowered
More to give, less to take
Back to the way it was
Forever just another mistake
Perhaps one day
I'll consider this logically
An acid trip
through my destroyed psyche
I lived a nice high temporarily
Before it ended so promptly
Leaving me feeling quite queasy
Curled on the floor remembering vaguely
Simply insignificant
In the bigger scheme of things
Worthless and unimportant
Lost in my own
writhings.
I fit the mold perfectly
drugged up and hung daintly
upside down to view plainly
On display so painfully
One heartstring
played beautifully
Another conspiring
quite loudly
An eventuality
From fantasy to reality
Expecting the certainty
Forever
Lonely.
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