i feel so cold and alone
all the hurt i’ve experienced is my fault
i’m so dumb
so naïve
so willing to please
i let my personality fade away
and i don’t know where it’s gone
all the feelings of those months
came back to me
the constant nausea
the paranoia
the want to hurt
the feeling of being
so utterly useless and ugly
i was beginning to regain
some semblance of self-confidence
but when i think of those days
it’s gone
and all i can think is:
_i’m so ugly
i’m so dumb and stupid
why
why am i like this?
__why am i so awful?___
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 10:11 PM UTC
i feel so cold and alone
all the hurt i’ve experienced is my fault
i’m so dumb
so naïve
so willing to please
i let my personality fade away
and i don’t know where it’s gone
all the feelings of those months
came back to me
the constant nausea
the paranoia
the want to hurt
the feeling of being
so utterly useless and ugly
i was beginning to regain
some semblance of self-confidence
but when i think of those days
it’s gone
and all i can think is:
_i’m so ugly
i’m so dumb and stupid
why
why am i like this?
__why am i so awful?___
i feel like all the progress i made is gone...
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