i play my cards
by ear
no strategy
no plan
i just
play the cards
because of what
i hear
he says
i love you
so i play the
i love you
card right back
he says
i need you
but i don't have that card
so i play another
i love you
and hope he doesn't
notice
he says
i care about you
and i want to play
doubt
but my cards
still say i
love
you
he says
you never listen
and i hear him
but my cards are blurry
through my tears
so i play
i love you
instead of sorry
he says
i don't believe you when you say you love me
but i've run out of cards to say i love you
so i finally play
i'm sorry
and he says i've wasted his time
and that he can't tell if i ever even cared
or loved
and i play an uno
+4 card
hoping he'll draw the
i love yous
i've discarded
and already played
but he draws
i hate you
i can't trust you
i've fallen out of love with you
and
i still want to care but i can't
and i'm crying again
and can't see my cards
so i play
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
and
forgive me
and he looks at his hand and sighs
drawing a card
not knowing what to play
not knowing what to say
not even knowing who i am
and i draw too
pulling
i love you
from the deck
a cruel irony
he looks at me
waiting on my move
as i archive the card
and fold
he smiles weakly
and plays
i forgive you
but with my cards on the table
i'm forced to pay up
so i offer him
a final
i love you
as i walk away from the game
Oct 22, 2018
Oct 22, 2018 at 2:34 PM UTC
i play my cards
by ear
no strategy
no plan
i just
play the cards
because of what
i hear
he says
i love you
so i play the
i love you
card right back
he says
i need you
but i don't have that card
so i play another
i love you
and hope he doesn't
notice
he says
i care about you
and i want to play
doubt
but my cards
still say i
love
you
he says
you never listen
and i hear him
but my cards are blurry
through my tears
so i play
i love you
instead of sorry
he says
i don't believe you when you say you love me
but i've run out of cards to say i love you
so i finally play
i'm sorry
and he says i've wasted his time
and that he can't tell if i ever even cared
or loved
and i play an uno
+4 card
hoping he'll draw the
i love yous
i've discarded
and already played
but he draws
i hate you
i can't trust you
i've fallen out of love with you
and
i still want to care but i can't
and i'm crying again
and can't see my cards
so i play
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
and
forgive me
and he looks at his hand and sighs
drawing a card
not knowing what to play
not knowing what to say
not even knowing who i am
and i draw too
pulling
i love you
from the deck
a cruel irony
he looks at me
waiting on my move
as i archive the card
and fold
he smiles weakly
and plays
i forgive you
but with my cards on the table
i'm forced to pay up
so i offer him
a final
i love you
as i walk away from the game
