I'm sad again
and sometimes i think i know why
but other times i really have no clue
i could write a list of all the things going wrong in my life
but i could write a longer list of all the things going right in my life
yet i want to crawl into bed
and cry
and cry
and cry
and never come out
i want to hibernate
i want to swear at the world
and go axe throwing to let off some steam
at the same time
i want to hug all my loved ones
get together with them and eat cake
i want to go out to a paint night
and laugh with all of my friends
i want to travel
explore
find myself
and smile so much that my cheeks begin to hurt
but I'm still sad
and i don't want to leave my room
i do
but i don't
i don't know what i want
i don't know why I'm like this
i don't know how ill ever accomplish anything
if i don't even know what I'm doing right now
which is nothing
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 3:38 PM UTC
I'm sad again
and sometimes i think i know why
but other times i really have no clue
i could write a list of all the things going wrong in my life
but i could write a longer list of all the things going right in my life
yet i want to crawl into bed
and cry
and cry
and cry
and never come out
i want to hibernate
i want to swear at the world
and go axe throwing to let off some steam
at the same time
i want to hug all my loved ones
get together with them and eat cake
i want to go out to a paint night
and laugh with all of my friends
i want to travel
explore
find myself
and smile so much that my cheeks begin to hurt
but I'm still sad
and i don't want to leave my room
i do
but i don't
i don't know what i want
i don't know why I'm like this
i don't know how ill ever accomplish anything
if i don't even know what I'm doing right now
which is nothing
