I'm sad
but i don't know why
thats a lie
i do know why
but i don't know why today
why is it bothering me
today
this is not something new
nor necessarily old
it just is
and today is just today
i don't know where i am
in my mind
i don't know who to talk to
about what i feel
and why i feel it
today
and not yesterday
i am sad
for many reasons
reasons that i keep to myself
reasons that make me feel empty
i want to scream
but at the same time
i want to lay on my back
and not make a sound
i want to cry
but also laugh
i want to run my car into a ditch
and be admitted into the hospital
so that i can still walk out
days later
and act as if nothing happened
i don't know what to do
i don't know anything
i don't know what i want
or who i want
i just don't know anymore
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 10:23 PM UTC
I'm sad
but i don't know why
thats a lie
i do know why
but i don't know why today
why is it bothering me
today
this is not something new
nor necessarily old
it just is
and today is just today
i don't know where i am
in my mind
i don't know who to talk to
about what i feel
and why i feel it
today
and not yesterday
i am sad
for many reasons
reasons that i keep to myself
reasons that make me feel empty
i want to scream
but at the same time
i want to lay on my back
and not make a sound
i want to cry
but also laugh
i want to run my car into a ditch
and be admitted into the hospital
so that i can still walk out
days later
and act as if nothing happened
i don't know what to do
i don't know anything
i don't know what i want
or who i want
i just don't know anymore
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