i remeber when i first started writing
how my anger was fueled by these people
who i can now laugh with and it’s genuine
who would just be there even after the bump
but now the people who took that place
are making me feel that way
the urge to write those nasty and cruel words
and then feel nothing at all afterwards
i’ve been feeling like a broken record
having to repeat myself over and over
and no it doesn’t get easier after the second time
in fact it’s even harder the other go arounds
it makes me feel like you aren’t listening
that you don’t care about my feelings
but that’s okay because i’m fine with having
one friend who understands me completely
if you don’t prevent the record from playing
i’ll just have to do that myself
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 11:21 AM UTC
i remeber when i first started writing
how my anger was fueled by these people
who i can now laugh with and it’s genuine
who would just be there even after the bump
but now the people who took that place
are making me feel that way
the urge to write those nasty and cruel words
and then feel nothing at all afterwards
i’ve been feeling like a broken record
having to repeat myself over and over
and no it doesn’t get easier after the second time
in fact it’s even harder the other go arounds
it makes me feel like you aren’t listening
that you don’t care about my feelings
but that’s okay because i’m fine with having
one friend who understands me completely
if you don’t prevent the record from playing
i’ll just have to do that myself
i’ve been feeling very weird about some stuff lately and i address situations but it doesn’t help because i still feel the same.
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