what a journey we’ve been on
it seems a little crazy we're even at this point
it's ironic to think that i have known you my entire life
yet you’ve only known me since you were 20
we argue a lot more than we used to
but that’s just me growing up
you’ve showed me the good and bad things
this world is capable of doing to another
even though you can’t take back those years
for when you were absent
everyday you are making it up to us and
showing just how much you care
you're a fighter and a survivor
and absolutely the most indestructible person i know
i love you,
happy birthday mom
Sep 13, 2019
Sep 13, 2019 at 7:49 AM UTC
the four of us
made memories
i would tell
my future kids
Apr 25, 2019
Apr 25, 2019 at 7:55 PM UTC
there is so much i want to say
so many questions i would like to ask
it hasn’t been long since we talked
thought i still want to know how you are
i know some awkward things happened
and i don’t know how to label us
but did you keep the letters
or all those little things
i could see why you wouldn’t have
it’s okay if you didn’t
i know you’re probably confused and whatnot
and this might not help anything
but i just want you to know that i miss you
and i think about you all the time
and even though we were complete opposites
we got along so well and shared many laughs
i can’t fit the other 536374848 things
i want to tell you within this poem
but i hope we can become friends again
and maybe soon it feel regular?
Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 7:18 PM UTC
i remeber when i first started writing
how my anger was fueled by these people
who i can now laugh with and it’s genuine
who would just be there even after the bump
but now the people who took that place
are making me feel that way
the urge to write those nasty and cruel words
and then feel nothing at all afterwards
i’ve been feeling like a broken record
having to repeat myself over and over
and no it doesn’t get easier after the second time
in fact it’s even harder the other go arounds
it makes me feel like you aren’t listening
that you don’t care about my feelings
but that’s okay because i’m fine with having
one friend who understands me completely
if you don’t prevent the record from playing
i’ll just have to do that myself
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 11:21 AM UTC
so there’s something that’s been bothering me
i conjure up these thoughts and they never go away
all my friends are doing so great and i’m so proud
with one being so smart they could do anything
another already having a college look at them
and someone who’s going places with their acting
after looking at them you’ll stumble upon me
someone who realized they weren’t happy with what they were doing and ended it
yeah it sounds great but now i have nothing
colleges like when they see you were a star quarterback in high school
or are at the top of your class
people say if you haven’t found your talent
its not that is not there it’s just that you haven’t discovered it
but i don’t think that applies to me
i should’ve found it by now
i’m losing motivation and sleep over this
and there’s only so much anyone can do
Jul 3, 2018
Jul 3, 2018 at 1:46 AM UTC
Hey I’m really sorry you feel this way
Nobody should feel the way you say you do
You’re an amazing person
I’ve been telling you this a lot lately
Ever since the night on the Ferris Wheel
Cliche I know right and even though
you were freaking out most of the ride
We had a bonding moment
I might’ve not held you in my arms (ha)
But I feel closer to you dude
Heck you’re the first person I told about
the crazy event happening in my life right now
Your advice is always good so don’t doubt yourself for a second
I’m really glad we’ve re-build our bond
And I appreciate you at lot
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 11:51 PM UTC
Why does it feel like we aren’t friends
How come everything is different now
I want to tell you how it’s bothering me but I can’t
I guess I’ll enjoy our friendship as long as it lasts
Jun 2, 2018
Jun 2, 2018 at 11:53 AM UTC
You are better than me
in more ways than one
You are beautiful
without even trying
You are funnier than me
So many people like you
You are more talented than me
There’s literally nothing I’m good at
Well
Other than tearing myself down
And hating everything about me
While your only worries are if
Your eye makeup will match your outfit
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 9:33 PM UTC
A thought heavy on my mind
Doesn’t seem to go away
Especially with meals placed in front of me
I began looking more into the number
And seeing myself as only pounds
Forgetting how happy these things made me
I haven’t listened to any of these urges
But I don’t know how much longer I’ll last
Hey I promise I’m okay
May 9, 2018
May 9, 2018 at 12:08 PM UTC