Somehow I do not feel safe
In this big life of mine
I do not feel secure
Within these bonds of love
I do not know
Who I'm suppose to be
Or what I want to do
With this impending future I have
I feel so fake
In this world that people say
I'm accomplished in,
That I succeeded in
Yet, I've never felt more like a failure
In the entirety of my life
By preparing for college
And trying to live life
I cannot help but wonder
What my future holds for me
Or how I shall shape it
And I am in constant fear
Of making the wrong decisions
Of ******** away all of my best possibilities in life
There is so many roads to choose from
And I may not choose one at all
I may end the road I am already on
Will they call me a success then?
Will they still believe in my abilities in living life?
Would they still see me as their daughter, friend, and sister?
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 10:09 PM UTC
Somehow I do not feel safe
In this big life of mine
I do not feel secure
Within these bonds of love
I do not know
Who I'm suppose to be
Or what I want to do
With this impending future I have
I feel so fake
In this world that people say
I'm accomplished in,
That I succeeded in
Yet, I've never felt more like a failure
In the entirety of my life
By preparing for college
And trying to live life
I cannot help but wonder
What my future holds for me
Or how I shall shape it
And I am in constant fear
Of making the wrong decisions
Of ******** away all of my best possibilities in life
There is so many roads to choose from
And I may not choose one at all
I may end the road I am already on
Will they call me a success then?
Will they still believe in my abilities in living life?
Would they still see me as their daughter, friend, and sister?
