i want to be pretty
I want to be kind
i want to be loveable
i want to be wanted
instead
i got this ugly face
ugly personality
this ugly body
that makes everyone go away
I want to love myself
but i hate myself
i want to die die die
no i just want to be perfect
I want what she has
i know i never will
what do you see in her
that you cant find in me
you like because
you love despite
and you say you love me
but never despite
you like her because
she is all this and that
i cant be any of those and im sorry
why cant you just love me
well i do hate myself
a lot
so who doesnt give you the right
to hate me too?
its hard to stay sober
from self-hate
its the strongest drug
i’ll ever take
hooked on its bitter taste
hanging by its threads
tangled in its promises
that nothing will be good
for me atleast.
End.
Jun 27, 2018
Jun 27, 2018 at 11:31 AM UTC
i want to be pretty
I want to be kind
i want to be loveable
i want to be wanted
instead
i got this ugly face
ugly personality
this ugly body
that makes everyone go away
I want to love myself
but i hate myself
i want to die die die
no i just want to be perfect
I want what she has
i know i never will
what do you see in her
that you cant find in me
you like because
you love despite
and you say you love me
but never despite
you like her because
she is all this and that
i cant be any of those and im sorry
why cant you just love me
well i do hate myself
a lot
so who doesnt give you the right
to hate me too?
its hard to stay sober
from self-hate
its the strongest drug
i’ll ever take
hooked on its bitter taste
hanging by its threads
tangled in its promises
that nothing will be good
for me atleast.
End.
just wanted to spill some thoughts sorry if the lack of editing is making you hate me dw i hate myself too probably more than anyone ever could.
