all i think about is you
you consume my body and my soul
my thoughts are morphed into yours
it feels like you are an extension of my heart and without you I am broken
every time we touch my lips quiver and butterflies dance in my stomach
when Im with you,
everything is heightened
my nerves crackle like summer lightning on my skin
flashes of heat stroke my body like a feather
you make breathing more bearable and singing more sensational and laughter the music to my ears
you are my fatal flaw
my Achilles heel
you are my best friend and my soul mate and my family all wrapped up into one package
sometimes, I ask myself why you are the secret to my happiness
you believe in me more than I could ever believe in myself
with you, hope is in places I couldn't feel it before
when I think about losing you my world becomes less beautiful
the colors are dull
everything is less electric
sparks and glimmers of hope disappear into what could have been
and then I wake up
my heart pounding and my skin flushed
for a second I don't remember
that this is all a fantasy
that you are still
gone
gone
gone
when you left you took a piece of my love
there is a human-sized ache in my side where you were ripped away from me
but then I remember
I remember all the terrible fights and empty promises you slammed in my face
I remember the bruises and the heavy hearts and the angry sighs
I remember all the reasons I shouldn't love you but instead I begged you to stay
but still
I try and grasp and remember that fantasy of you that I dream about every night
I wish to hold onto it and remember it forever
because even on our worst days together
life was still better with you
but then it is gone forever
just like you.
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 3:35 PM UTC
all i think about is you
you consume my body and my soul
my thoughts are morphed into yours
it feels like you are an extension of my heart and without you I am broken
every time we touch my lips quiver and butterflies dance in my stomach
when Im with you,
everything is heightened
my nerves crackle like summer lightning on my skin
flashes of heat stroke my body like a feather
you make breathing more bearable and singing more sensational and laughter the music to my ears
you are my fatal flaw
my Achilles heel
you are my best friend and my soul mate and my family all wrapped up into one package
sometimes, I ask myself why you are the secret to my happiness
you believe in me more than I could ever believe in myself
with you, hope is in places I couldn't feel it before
when I think about losing you my world becomes less beautiful
the colors are dull
everything is less electric
sparks and glimmers of hope disappear into what could have been
and then I wake up
my heart pounding and my skin flushed
for a second I don't remember
that this is all a fantasy
that you are still
gone
gone
gone
when you left you took a piece of my love
there is a human-sized ache in my side where you were ripped away from me
but then I remember
I remember all the terrible fights and empty promises you slammed in my face
I remember the bruises and the heavy hearts and the angry sighs
I remember all the reasons I shouldn't love you but instead I begged you to stay
but still
I try and grasp and remember that fantasy of you that I dream about every night
I wish to hold onto it and remember it forever
because even on our worst days together
life was still better with you
but then it is gone forever
just like you.