lying awake
and looking for all of the answers
in my ceiling.
asking why
it has to be me who feels this way
(feeling completely lifeless, and absolutely hopeless)
asking You
“haven’t you taken enough from me?”
“why must you haunt my dreams?”
and the only bit of light i have
comes from the streetlight by my window,
it shines on You.
and from the corner i hear You,
with a vacant and harrowing tone.
and the detached vowels and consonants
echo throughout the hallways.
they hang themselves on the wall
as a reminder.
“they say nothing kills a man faster than his own head”.
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 9:00 PM UTC
lying awake
and looking for all of the answers
in my ceiling.
asking why
it has to be me who feels this way
(feeling completely lifeless, and absolutely hopeless)
asking You
“haven’t you taken enough from me?”
“why must you haunt my dreams?”
and the only bit of light i have
comes from the streetlight by my window,
it shines on You.
and from the corner i hear You,
with a vacant and harrowing tone.
and the detached vowels and consonants
echo throughout the hallways.
they hang themselves on the wall
as a reminder.
“they say nothing kills a man faster than his own head”.
