I deserve all this pain and torment
Cut my writs and numb my heart
Use the blood to create your art
Cast the stones
Break my bones
Let me choke on my blood
Agonising but deserving death
Loosing each and every breath
Hold a gun to my heart and pull the trigger
Let the bullet flow through me like fish through water
Let this be my ultimate slaughter
Round my neck with a noose
Tighten it and make sure it is not loose
Tie an anchor to my feet and throw me in the ocean
Let my scream not be heard
And my vision be blurred
Lay me on the road and run me over
Let the tyres crush each and every bone
Let my existance become unknown
Throw me into the fiery pits of hell
Let my flesh burn to ash
Then throw the remains in the trash
Throw me out of a plane
And let my life flash before my eyes
Let me remember all the lies
Let me remember all the forgotten cries
Let me remember all the false allies
And as I look at my final sunrise
Let me say...
I deserve it.
-T
Dec 11, 2017
Dec 11, 2017 at 7:51 AM UTC
I deserve all this pain and torment
Cut my writs and numb my heart
Use the blood to create your art
Cast the stones
Break my bones
Let me choke on my blood
Agonising but deserving death
Loosing each and every breath
Hold a gun to my heart and pull the trigger
Let the bullet flow through me like fish through water
Let this be my ultimate slaughter
Round my neck with a noose
Tighten it and make sure it is not loose
Tie an anchor to my feet and throw me in the ocean
Let my scream not be heard
And my vision be blurred
Lay me on the road and run me over
Let the tyres crush each and every bone
Let my existance become unknown
Throw me into the fiery pits of hell
Let my flesh burn to ash
Then throw the remains in the trash
Throw me out of a plane
And let my life flash before my eyes
Let me remember all the lies
Let me remember all the forgotten cries
Let me remember all the false allies
And as I look at my final sunrise
Let me say...
I deserve it.
-T
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