This is a battle this is a war
You made me your ***** your god **** *****
Manipulated, controlled, exploited misused
Your displays of love left me feeling confused
Crawling in your filth laid bare on the floor
You begged for my loyalty and harrassed me to adore
Spinning in circles your puppet of love
My background of misfortune
Made your abuse fit like a glove
Self doubt and insecurities were wearing me out
I was your follower, to your religion devout
Drowning in your sick attention
Cause self love i was without
Down on my knees you'd push and you'd shove
I knew it was abuse but you said it showed love
I lapped up the attention gazing up at you above
What was i thinking, i guess i'll never know
All i know is my minds been dealt a savage blow
No bruises from violence but your mental abuse still shows
Cause on me your sick love you chose to bestow
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 2:02 AM UTC
This is a battle this is a war
You made me your ***** your god **** *****
Manipulated, controlled, exploited misused
Your displays of love left me feeling confused
Crawling in your filth laid bare on the floor
You begged for my loyalty and harrassed me to adore
Spinning in circles your puppet of love
My background of misfortune
Made your abuse fit like a glove
Self doubt and insecurities were wearing me out
I was your follower, to your religion devout
Drowning in your sick attention
Cause self love i was without
Down on my knees you'd push and you'd shove
I knew it was abuse but you said it showed love
I lapped up the attention gazing up at you above
What was i thinking, i guess i'll never know
All i know is my minds been dealt a savage blow
No bruises from violence but your mental abuse still shows
Cause on me your sick love you chose to bestow
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