Melodiezmel - Hello Poetry

Gnarled around Your rotten core Flesh and blood Disintegrating gore Shambling along A decaying corpse Eyes closed tight Now they no longer work Each tread endured Drains your ***** soul Never once worthy Never once whole Your thoughts run so filthy For that you've always been guilty So chant along To the darkness that is night The darkness that permeates This stagnant life Your on a desolate road To your own destruction Never able to exist Without deaths seduction Stripped of flesh With every person you encounter No sense of self worth So your soul they devour Your surrender to their torture Gives them all of your power Hang your head and take what's due You know you deserve it And know it's for you Savouring the pain That's stripping you bare It's all you understand A demonic affair Demons possess you In this unholy lair Always together As your life they snared.

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Apr 17, 2018

Apr 17, 2018 at 12:27 AM UTC

Melodiezmel

A Demonic Affair

Gnarled around Your rotten core Flesh and blood Disintegrating gore Shambling along A decaying corpse Eyes closed tight Now they no longer work Each tread endured Drains your ***** soul Never once worthy Never once whole Your thoughts run so filthy For that you've always been guilty So chant along To the darkness that is night The darkness that permeates This stagnant life Your on a desolate road To your own destruction Never able to exist Without deaths seduction Stripped of flesh With every person you encounter No sense of self worth So your soul they devour Your surrender to their torture Gives them all of your power Hang your head and take what's due You know you deserve it And know it's for you Savouring the pain That's stripping you bare It's all you understand A demonic affair Demons possess you In this unholy lair Always together As your life they snared.

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My anger is eating me alive And just the smallest thing Can set me alight This glass in my hand I wanna smash on the floor Satisfactions what I'll get When it shatters In a million pieces or more When i'm being spoken to The thoughts that rage in this head Would be so much better off Being left unsaid Or they'd probably start thinking I need my head read But I don't need a doctor Or drugs or a shrink All I need is a god **** drink.

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Mar 14, 2018

Mar 14, 2018 at 10:46 AM UTC

Melodiezmel

My Anger

My anger is eating me alive And just the smallest thing Can set me alight This glass in my hand I wanna smash on the floor Satisfactions what I'll get When it shatters In a million pieces or more When i'm being spoken to The thoughts that rage in this head Would be so much better off Being left unsaid Or they'd probably start thinking I need my head read But I don't need a doctor Or drugs or a shrink All I need is a god **** drink.

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I didn't sleep again last night Been 29 hours now but I feel alright It's so much easier for me to write When lack of sleep is gripping me tight My head likes the rhythm of the rhyme Gotta keep the beat to get the line The frustration that I feel When the words in my head aren't ideal Makes me tense and angry too I want my words to speak my truth I scream them from deep down inside Pull them from my heart and soul with pride To bring my thoughts on paper to you They are dark weird and slightly askew.

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Mar 14, 2018

Mar 14, 2018 at 6:19 AM UTC

Melodiezmel

Rhythm Of The Rhyme

I didn't sleep again last night Been 29 hours now but I feel alright It's so much easier for me to write When lack of sleep is gripping me tight My head likes the rhythm of the rhyme Gotta keep the beat to get the line The frustration that I feel When the words in my head aren't ideal Makes me tense and angry too I want my words to speak my truth I scream them from deep down inside Pull them from my heart and soul with pride To bring my thoughts on paper to you They are dark weird and slightly askew.

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I am the one With all the power And your insatiable hunger I will devour Lay you down Lick and stroke Slide my tongue While my hands choke Your slick body is For my own personal use And your corruption Is my ultimate abuse I listen to your Lustful, torturous cries Drink them in As I close my eyes Dripping with sweat Riding ****** waves Taking you in Sick depraved ways Extracting your gratification Will be seductively fun But not until My own selfish pleasure is won.

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Mar 8, 2018

Mar 8, 2018 at 2:40 PM UTC

Melodiezmel

Power

I am the one With all the power And your insatiable hunger I will devour Lay you down Lick and stroke Slide my tongue While my hands choke Your slick body is For my own personal use And your corruption Is my ultimate abuse I listen to your Lustful, torturous cries Drink them in As I close my eyes Dripping with sweat Riding ****** waves Taking you in Sick depraved ways Extracting your gratification Will be seductively fun But not until My own selfish pleasure is won.

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I feel empty and alone I've lost myself My heart turned to stone So much is spinning inside my head Fear, anger, loathing and dread I've kept it inside Kept it to myself When all I need Is to scream it out But no one cares I never get a second thought So I just keep it to myself With these emotions I've always fought Sick to my stomach everyday Thinking of all That is coming my way Your anger, my pain Feeling so insignificant And small every time I'm not a criminal You can't blame me for any crime I've served my sentence And it was the hardest hill I've ever had to climb Even though I've let it go My stomach lurches And the pain still shows The scars inside of me betray The hold you have on me To this very day Why can't you see What you've done to me And let me go So I can fly free Away from you Then maybe you could see That this is my life And this is my final plea.

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Mar 3, 2018

Mar 3, 2018 at 12:20 PM UTC

Melodiezmel

Final Plea

I feel empty and alone I've lost myself My heart turned to stone So much is spinning inside my head Fear, anger, loathing and dread I've kept it inside Kept it to myself When all I need Is to scream it out But no one cares I never get a second thought So I just keep it to myself With these emotions I've always fought Sick to my stomach everyday Thinking of all That is coming my way Your anger, my pain Feeling so insignificant And small every time I'm not a criminal You can't blame me for any crime I've served my sentence And it was the hardest hill I've ever had to climb Even though I've let it go My stomach lurches And the pain still shows The scars inside of me betray The hold you have on me To this very day Why can't you see What you've done to me And let me go So I can fly free Away from you Then maybe you could see That this is my life And this is my final plea.

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If I gave you my smile Would you give me yours Run your finger along it Touch your forehead to mine If I gave you my hands Would you give me yours Hold them gently Our fingers entwined If I gave you my body Would you give me yours Wrap yourself around me Till we can no longer be defined If I gave you my heart Would you give me yours Love me with a passion Of our own design If I gave you my soul Would you give me yours Merge the light and dark of them So we can't be confined If I gave you my demons Would you give me yours Let them play together In our strange minds These are the Ifs that I ask of you... I only hope you will answer me true.

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Feb 25, 2018

Feb 25, 2018 at 3:55 AM UTC

Melodiezmel

If

If I gave you my smile Would you give me yours Run your finger along it Touch your forehead to mine If I gave you my hands Would you give me yours Hold them gently Our fingers entwined If I gave you my body Would you give me yours Wrap yourself around me Till we can no longer be defined If I gave you my heart Would you give me yours Love me with a passion Of our own design If I gave you my soul Would you give me yours Merge the light and dark of them So we can't be confined If I gave you my demons Would you give me yours Let them play together In our strange minds These are the Ifs that I ask of you... I only hope you will answer me true.

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I'm scared inside It's there that I hide From the outside world Where the pain and sadness collide I'm safe inside And It's there that I hide From the outside world Where anger and confusion reside I'm still inside And It's here that I hide From all the feelings I can't confide The feelings I hope in time will subside

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Feb 12, 2018

Feb 12, 2018 at 9:16 PM UTC

Melodiezmel

Inside

I'm scared inside It's there that I hide From the outside world Where the pain and sadness collide I'm safe inside And It's there that I hide From the outside world Where anger and confusion reside I'm still inside And It's here that I hide From all the feelings I can't confide The feelings I hope in time will subside

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I can't say sorry Or take back the anger I gave you It's a burden deep in my soul That needs to depart You broke me down Ripped out my heart And tore it apart I hope she was worth it Cause I know I never deserved it She was my best friend You should have known It would bring about the end You both strung me along Till your friends ratted you out I guess you never realised I was someone your friends cared about And now here we are You standing in the corner Looking like a lamb Ready for slaughter I take a breath let it out Then look the other way To myself you are dead and gone Yet the ache will always stay And to the one I called friend I can never speak to again But that can wait for another day.

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Feb 12, 2018

Feb 12, 2018 at 9:13 PM UTC

Melodiezmel

Betrayal

I can't say sorry Or take back the anger I gave you It's a burden deep in my soul That needs to depart You broke me down Ripped out my heart And tore it apart I hope she was worth it Cause I know I never deserved it She was my best friend You should have known It would bring about the end You both strung me along Till your friends ratted you out I guess you never realised I was someone your friends cared about And now here we are You standing in the corner Looking like a lamb Ready for slaughter I take a breath let it out Then look the other way To myself you are dead and gone Yet the ache will always stay And to the one I called friend I can never speak to again But that can wait for another day.

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I'm not a saint I must confess When I'm done I hope of me You won't think any less It started when I was 19 years old When I decided It would be fun To swing on a strippers pole Now it was fun I'll admit that's a fact But the happiness I portrayed Was all just an act Next on the wheel of disaster Alcohol was the the slave I sought to master In the end I found It was not the answer Along came the drugs 1.. 2.. 3.. 4 I tried them all And maybe a few more But I just ended up lying In a pool of blood on the floor All my friends And family I left behind Just so I could lose myself In my own mind After a while the way I was living Lost it's shine And eventually I had to draw the line So from the dark Drug filled place I found a brighter Cleaner head space One where everything wasn't wrong And where I truly felt I belong Now I live a life That is clean and pure Cause from that mess I found the cure She is cute and sweet It is her I adore She gave me a reason to live for.

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Feb 12, 2018

Feb 12, 2018 at 8:50 AM UTC

Melodiezmel

Confession

I'm not a saint I must confess When I'm done I hope of me You won't think any less It started when I was 19 years old When I decided It would be fun To swing on a strippers pole Now it was fun I'll admit that's a fact But the happiness I portrayed Was all just an act Next on the wheel of disaster Alcohol was the the slave I sought to master In the end I found It was not the answer Along came the drugs 1.. 2.. 3.. 4 I tried them all And maybe a few more But I just ended up lying In a pool of blood on the floor All my friends And family I left behind Just so I could lose myself In my own mind After a while the way I was living Lost it's shine And eventually I had to draw the line So from the dark Drug filled place I found a brighter Cleaner head space One where everything wasn't wrong And where I truly felt I belong Now I live a life That is clean and pure Cause from that mess I found the cure She is cute and sweet It is her I adore She gave me a reason to live for.

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So much Is far and gone from me And still I fight For my soul to be free I've taken chances Walked a dark road Advice I never took And in my mistakes it showed Now here I stand At this forked crossroad I can drop all my fears Look this new future in the face Or forever run in darkness While my demons I chase I close my eyes Open my thoughts And nothing makes sense The splinters dig deeper The longer I stand on this fence My legs are tired and broken From these circles I've paced While these voices in my head Leave me to sigh in disgrace If the decision I make Is to go forth and succeed It may be what will Set my soul to be freed Or it could bring more darkness Leave me worse than before This is why my mind Is constantly at war I need to make this choice So my soul can finally soar.

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Feb 12, 2018

Feb 12, 2018 at 8:48 AM UTC

Melodiezmel

Crossroads

So much Is far and gone from me And still I fight For my soul to be free I've taken chances Walked a dark road Advice I never took And in my mistakes it showed Now here I stand At this forked crossroad I can drop all my fears Look this new future in the face Or forever run in darkness While my demons I chase I close my eyes Open my thoughts And nothing makes sense The splinters dig deeper The longer I stand on this fence My legs are tired and broken From these circles I've paced While these voices in my head Leave me to sigh in disgrace If the decision I make Is to go forth and succeed It may be what will Set my soul to be freed Or it could bring more darkness Leave me worse than before This is why my mind Is constantly at war I need to make this choice So my soul can finally soar.

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