The memory of being in my car seat
Looking out the window at the summer heat
Dad behind the wheel long hair everywhere
Mom watching him with her weird stare
Sister next to me feeling the wind with her hand
those moments sure where grand
Made me feel like a normal kid
Just took my real life and put on a lid
I would do anything to have those again
Just to go back to where it all began
Before you left me alone
Before I sank like a stone
Falling into the black void
Leaving behind what I enjoyed
The feeling of tranquility
Feeling like I had stability
Then you went and took those pills
Guess you just wanted to feel the thrills
All the times I cried and begged you not to go
But every time I woke up you didn’t show
I wished on every star
That you would be here but its just another scar
I often wander what your voice sounded like
If you sounded like your friend mike
Mike must of meant more to you then me
Since he was the last one you went to see
I hate myself with a passion
I feel my life crashin’
I didn't get to say goodbye
Thinking about that always makes me sigh
Actually it makes me cry
Makes me want to die
But I wanted to make you proud
Stick out to you above the crowd
I would've done anything for your love
But you lick the silver spoon and scoot me back with a shove.
You finally did it one night
Maybe it was out of spite
Because you knew better
Now you'll never receive this letter
A motel room sofa was your resting place
Father like son is the up coming case
I have to get out of this place
So maybe ill try my first taste
Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 8:59 PM UTC
The memory of being in my car seat
Looking out the window at the summer heat
Dad behind the wheel long hair everywhere
Mom watching him with her weird stare
Sister next to me feeling the wind with her hand
those moments sure where grand
Made me feel like a normal kid
Just took my real life and put on a lid
I would do anything to have those again
Just to go back to where it all began
Before you left me alone
Before I sank like a stone
Falling into the black void
Leaving behind what I enjoyed
The feeling of tranquility
Feeling like I had stability
Then you went and took those pills
Guess you just wanted to feel the thrills
All the times I cried and begged you not to go
But every time I woke up you didn’t show
I wished on every star
That you would be here but its just another scar
I often wander what your voice sounded like
If you sounded like your friend mike
Mike must of meant more to you then me
Since he was the last one you went to see
I hate myself with a passion
I feel my life crashin’
I didn't get to say goodbye
Thinking about that always makes me sigh
Actually it makes me cry
Makes me want to die
But I wanted to make you proud
Stick out to you above the crowd
I would've done anything for your love
But you lick the silver spoon and scoot me back with a shove.
You finally did it one night
Maybe it was out of spite
Because you knew better
Now you'll never receive this letter
A motel room sofa was your resting place
Father like son is the up coming case
I have to get out of this place
So maybe ill try my first taste
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