WHAT NOW?

Myjourneythroughmadness Poems

here to go from here? Nowhere, is my greatest fear Old habits die hard Even harder for the emotionally scarred Whom should I trust? Will I know the differenence between love and lust? Should I find 'that man', My Dad, the one I never had Will it make me, finally, happy? or only, feel more sad? What does my future hold for Kristie? from ties that bind, will I finally be set free? Will I ever meet a man I want to let close, & show him the real me? Will I ever find true love? will it ever happen to this assertive, scary lady? I feel as though I am in limbo I don't know in which direction to go Trying not to be inpatient, taking it slow Searching for signs, for my purpose, I do not yet, know said goodbye to some old faces cya to some friends I thought I could trust spend my time visiting lots of new places keeping my head as ERIC free as I can, JUST! welcomed into my life, Craig, Julie and Co I love them like my family, I want the world to know and from out of dark despair, when I thought there was no one there Our Love, Respect, Appreciation for one and other, gets stronger and continues to grow They chose me as their sister, a choice some others didn't get! They truely love me, no matter, whatever the test results said I think of them and they of me, each and everyday Always honest, forever true, they never push me away So some good has come from the bad Happier times now begin, following on from the sad Smiles returning slowly, but surely, look carefully Starting to feel better, finally, and less poorly, Thankfully