i used to write
i'm not sure what made me stop
i suppose maybe it was the small glimmer of hope that began to appear.
the happy smile that i actually felt and not faked for once.
i wasn't sad for a moment
i wasn't anxious
i was simply caught in time
but you could say i'm back
because when it comes to notes, it's real
when it comes to looking back on my thoughts it's real
when it comes to eating less and less it's real
when it comes to crying more it's real
when it comes to questioning my sanity it's real
when it comes to wanting to disappear again ... it's real
hello depression, here i am
ready to be consumed again
ready to get lost in the dark hole that's so incredibly hard to climb out of
i guess i just couldn't stay away
maybe i was meant to be sad
after all, it got me to write again ay?
Dec 9, 2016
Dec 9, 2016 at 1:55 AM UTC
i used to write
i'm not sure what made me stop
i suppose maybe it was the small glimmer of hope that began to appear.
the happy smile that i actually felt and not faked for once.
i wasn't sad for a moment
i wasn't anxious
i was simply caught in time
but you could say i'm back
because when it comes to notes, it's real
when it comes to looking back on my thoughts it's real
when it comes to eating less and less it's real
when it comes to crying more it's real
when it comes to questioning my sanity it's real
when it comes to wanting to disappear again ... it's real
hello depression, here i am
ready to be consumed again
ready to get lost in the dark hole that's so incredibly hard to climb out of
i guess i just couldn't stay away
maybe i was meant to be sad
after all, it got me to write again ay?
