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hatred for every human that's ever existed how pathetic, naive, stupid they fill me with disgust and pity isn't it ironic how my pretentious view of humanity is matched by my inherent desire for their company? making me the most pathetic most disgusting most pitiful one of all I'm ******* lonely as hell dude can't stand to be around anyone but even more, can't bear to be alone with my mind intimacy and conversation - regardless of quality - serve as a distraction from the feeling of dread which won't leave me ever in my solitude it feels like something is laughing at my existence: a cockroach with a superiority complex pretending to be dignified like it won't be crushed immediately when stepped on SOMETHING OR SOMEONE PLEASE END MY LIFE
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Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 11:11 PM UTC
******* HELL I'M A BAD JOKE
hatred for every human that's ever existed how pathetic, naive, stupid they fill me with disgust and pity isn't it ironic how my pretentious view of humanity is matched by my inherent desire for their company? making me the most pathetic most disgusting most pitiful one of all I'm ******* lonely as hell dude can't stand to be around anyone but even more, can't bear to be alone with my mind intimacy and conversation - regardless of quality - serve as a distraction from the feeling of dread which won't leave me ever in my solitude it feels like something is laughing at my existence: a cockroach with a superiority complex pretending to be dignified like it won't be crushed immediately when stepped on SOMETHING OR SOMEONE PLEASE END MY LIFE
at least depression brings self awareness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#self#depression#death#dark#analytical
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beckybabe
29/F
Aug 20, 2016
Aug 20, 2016 at 11:11 PM UTC
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