stability only lasts so long
when at any moment i could break
myself into pieces
presently, gently wading,
floating on the surface
presently
waiting
dragged beneath myself
devoured by the beast
pulling me
down
down
down
to a place inside myself that i have not yet discovered
a place even i dont recognize
is it self harm if you dont do it on purpose?
am i hurting myself if i want it to stop?
im a depressed maniac
BANGING!
BANGING!!
BANGING!!!
on the door to my cranial corridor
im a manic depressive
slipping
slipping
slipping
into my grave
a grave that has been dug
for me
and by me
i **** myself on the inside
only to awake in the hell i swore i just escaped
Jul 7, 2016
Jul 7, 2016 at 10:58 PM UTC
stability only lasts so long
when at any moment i could break
myself into pieces
presently, gently wading,
floating on the surface
presently
waiting
dragged beneath myself
devoured by the beast
pulling me
down
down
down
to a place inside myself that i have not yet discovered
a place even i dont recognize
is it self harm if you dont do it on purpose?
am i hurting myself if i want it to stop?
im a depressed maniac
BANGING!
BANGING!!
BANGING!!!
on the door to my cranial corridor
im a manic depressive
slipping
slipping
slipping
into my grave
a grave that has been dug
for me
and by me
i **** myself on the inside
only to awake in the hell i swore i just escaped
none of my poems are any good
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