at some point in time you saved my life.
you thought I was worth something and you promised you'd help me.
a few months later,
I feel your calloused hands on top of my own; helping me holding a gun below my chin
I see your shadow behind my body;
creeping into my skin and taking over any light that had once existed
I hear your soothing voice and steady heartbeat;
I'm home right? you always promised you'd be my home.
but you're killing me now
why are you killing me?
I tried to let go of that gun long ago but now
you're sitting here sending me sweet nothings,
easing my mind so i'll pull that **** trigger
everything changed between us months ago,
all you do now is hover in front of me,
like a ghost plotting revenge against it's murderer
*you said "I love you too **** much."*
I'm screaming,
everything is becoming dark
and the pain has become too much
so you pull the trigger.
you're yelling "this is it.
*this is the last ******* time."*
you had your eyes closed
you said "i never loved you, I never even tried to."
Jun 28, 2016
Jun 28, 2016 at 2:46 AM UTC
at some point in time you saved my life.
you thought I was worth something and you promised you'd help me.
a few months later,
I feel your calloused hands on top of my own; helping me holding a gun below my chin
I see your shadow behind my body;
creeping into my skin and taking over any light that had once existed
I hear your soothing voice and steady heartbeat;
I'm home right? you always promised you'd be my home.
but you're killing me now
why are you killing me?
I tried to let go of that gun long ago but now
you're sitting here sending me sweet nothings,
easing my mind so i'll pull that **** trigger
everything changed between us months ago,
all you do now is hover in front of me,
like a ghost plotting revenge against it's murderer
*you said "I love you too **** much."*
I'm screaming,
everything is becoming dark
and the pain has become too much
so you pull the trigger.
you're yelling "this is it.
*this is the last ******* time."*
you had your eyes closed
you said "i never loved you, I never even tried to."
can I have feedback on this one? it's really personal and id like to make it even better
