my sadness feels like home
the only part of me that's stayed
every part of me gone
except sadness, all ******* day
it welcomes me in the morning
when i get out of bed
it gets me ready for the long ******* day ahead
it waits patiently for the best time
to sneak into my mind to remind me why i cry all the ******* time my sadness lets me know when its not safe to come out so i stay inside without a doubt knowing im only spiraling down a pitch black hole to a future without a soul my sadness makes sure im enjoying my time a smile on its face as i try to unwind whats already untangled- nothing adds up.
ill never be good enough it tells me in my ear.
my sadness is my home, for the rest of my years
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 1:45 PM UTC
my sadness feels like home
the only part of me that's stayed
every part of me gone
except sadness, all ******* day
it welcomes me in the morning
when i get out of bed
it gets me ready for the long ******* day ahead
it waits patiently for the best time
to sneak into my mind to remind me why i cry all the ******* time my sadness lets me know when its not safe to come out so i stay inside without a doubt knowing im only spiraling down a pitch black hole to a future without a soul my sadness makes sure im enjoying my time a smile on its face as i try to unwind whats already untangled- nothing adds up.
ill never be good enough it tells me in my ear.
my sadness is my home, for the rest of my years
