With everything I do
I will have the doubt in my mind
That the things I am doing
Are just to fill time
My empty accomplishments
My empty wall of fame
My empty heart beating
My empty full name
I lie awake tired
I lie here distressed
I lie here, my mind racing
My whole life a mess
I'm counting the hours
I'm counting the days
Until I can give up
This timeless charade
Dear god I'm not happy
Dear god I'm a fraud
Dear god are you listening?
Dear god, I've wrote you all along
When will this be over?
When will I feel full?
When will my life become everything everyone said it would?
When will I feel sure?
Dear god if you're listening
Dear god hear my plea
Dear god I'm begging you
Why won't you answer me?
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 2:04 AM UTC
With everything I do
I will have the doubt in my mind
That the things I am doing
Are just to fill time
My empty accomplishments
My empty wall of fame
My empty heart beating
My empty full name
I lie awake tired
I lie here distressed
I lie here, my mind racing
My whole life a mess
I'm counting the hours
I'm counting the days
Until I can give up
This timeless charade
Dear god I'm not happy
Dear god I'm a fraud
Dear god are you listening?
Dear god, I've wrote you all along
When will this be over?
When will I feel full?
When will my life become everything everyone said it would?
When will I feel sure?
Dear god if you're listening
Dear god hear my plea
Dear god I'm begging you
Why won't you answer me?
