Is There Something I Should Know?

wablah Poems

I don't want to be that guy The guy that gets jealous when I see you with other boys That's not me..yet You guys are close, and I accept that Always going out...without me But you love me You're just...spending more time with him And I trust you baby, I really do But at night I always ask myself Is there something I should know? You're allowed to have male friends I wont keep you isolated Because it will just backfire on me Make things complicated You guys seem to always be going out Keeping me out I'm not there, not knowing what's going on Is there something I should know? I have become that guy the guy that gets frustrated when you're with him When you look at him, talk to him I now see his ways He's acting like the perfect friend but in reality he's trying to get in your pants I'm a boy, I know how this works and he ******* knows we're together But he's...better? Stronger, Taller... Better looking... yes, You told me... Now that I see it this way I cant stand but ask in my head Is there something I should know? I've lost it I've officially lost it **** him, **** your friendship **** it, I'm done I can't do this any more The world is spinning around an atmosphere full of questions Even just a hug, just a single hug with him is enough To make me lose my mind He reached it, your trust, confidence Now he says you should move on find a new man because I'm not good enough? I knew something happened that one day The day I restrained myself from asking you in person, Is there something I should know