You see .. Far there,
A little far from here
A light, A light I can escape
Escape from chaos to another gate
Escape from normal
To find the abnormal
Escape from hurt
To find love
Everyday I look
Everyday I dream
Of my mind to be at peace
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 8:14 PM UTC
Finding it funny how people change
From a best friend to a nobody
Like a spaceship that leaves earth
So fast, so loud, then it's gone
No longer able to see where it is.
May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 5:59 PM UTC
Loving me ain't easy, I'll be the first one to admit this
And I was so wrong to be right, when I loved you
Don't forget this
People can say what they want, and do as they please
People can walk out of your life, and never even leave
Seems to me the pages are getting thinner as the story unfolds
And for the first time, I need someone to hold
Loving you ain't easy, you'll be the last one to admit this
And you were so wrong to be right, when you dumped me
Don't forget this
People can play with your heart, with the greatest of ease
People they can twist your arm, and never touch your sleeve
Seems to me I'm just another rich man in poor boy clothes
But for the first time, I need someone to hold
Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 4:49 PM UTC
I saw the way you smiled at her
And in that moment I realized
That you and I will never be.
Not because you love her so
But because I would never allow it.
Your happiness is always first.
It is all that matters to me.
And in that moment it was clear,
She made you happier than I am ever capable of.
I watched her give you something that I can never give:
Joy upon your face.
All I have ever given you
Is my worry,
Paranoid apologies,
Desperate tears,
And the promise to love you unconditionally
Forever and ever.
But I can not make you happy
So you will never be mine.
Apr 23, 2016
Apr 23, 2016 at 3:30 PM UTC
I stay watching as he takes you out
Walking out the door to the new world
A world where I'm not with you anymore
A world where you're now with him
I stay watching as he holds you tight
I stay watching as he kisses you right
Right where I used to do it
And said you loved it
I stay watching,
It's breaking my heart
I miss you,
I need you.
Apr 23, 2016
Apr 23, 2016 at 3:18 PM UTC
It wasn't long ago
Long ago from when I didn't know how to react
It felt like I was just being attacked
Everything seemed to just pass slow
I've outgrown it
grabbed it, tossed it and disowned it
I changed,
Changed to something new and better.
And from this experience, I know how to get around it
Never will I let it get to me again
Came too close to lossing some close friends
The one's that mean everything to me
The one's that are there for me
To help me
How can I ever pay them back
For saving me from something I didn't want to be?
When the time comes
I will be there for them
As they were there for me
Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 9:55 PM UTC
I don't want to be that guy
The guy that gets jealous when I see you with other boys
That's not me..yet
You guys are close, and I accept that
Always going out...without me
But you love me
You're just...spending more time with him
And I trust you baby, I really do
But at night I always ask myself
Is there something I should know?
You're allowed to have male friends
I wont keep you isolated
Because it will just backfire on me
Make things complicated
You guys seem to always be going out
Keeping me out
I'm not there, not knowing what's going on
Is there something I should know?
I have become that guy
the guy that gets frustrated when you're with him
When you look at him, talk to him
I now see his ways
He's acting like the perfect friend
but in reality he's trying to get in your pants
I'm a boy, I know how this works
and he ******* knows we're together
But he's...better?
Stronger, Taller...
Better looking... yes, You told me...
Now that I see it this way I cant stand but ask in my head
Is there something I should know?
I've lost it
I've officially lost it
**** him, **** your friendship
**** it, I'm done
I can't do this any more
The world is spinning around an atmosphere full of questions
Even just a hug, just a single hug
with him is enough
To make me lose my mind
He reached it, your trust, confidence
Now he says you should move on
find a new man because I'm not good enough?
I knew something happened that one day
The day I restrained myself from asking you in person,
Is there something I should know
Feb 4, 2016
Feb 4, 2016 at 9:19 PM UTC
I left you all alone
you promised, baby you promised
That we would keep this relationship
I wanted to defend this beautiful land
I nearly sacrificed my life for a command
But I'm back
Back in the same home
Same phone
Yet the frames are left unknown
Who's this man in this picture
And why the **** is there a child in the picture?
Who is there to blame
Everything isn't left the same
I used to know everything about you
Now I question if you still have the same last name?
I'm not sure about what your life has become
or if you even remember me
But I'm back.
I see you and your new man walk through the door
I swear, I don't think your eyes could of grown some more
The shock and terror in your face
Never would you of thought that you'd see me again
A child walks through the door
You broke our promise
"I thought that you were dead"
Excuses come in the race
I've been calling for the past month
Without any response
But I'm back
Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 8:11 PM UTC