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I can't help but hate my actions There I stood, heart open and filling it with everything you did When I saw you My heart seized with joy When you spoke my name or said Hi ... I would almost die from loss of breath. My best friend was better friends and when you guys laughed!!! My heart would commence with the Trichotillomania... No the best friend left and the chance was mine! But take it I didn't. WHY!! At the moment to jump you SANK At the moment to fly you FELL You choked Gurgling on the fear of rejection. And now the cycles started again. And this time the one he laughs with isn't a friend! Why couldn't you make him bust a gut God WHY! He's no longer yours never was but but whatever! Anger directed at him, you ignore cause you can't handle your feelings and in the end all you ever wanted to do was to love him. And be loved back. . but don't forget . . . . . you did this
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Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
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I can't help but hate my actions There I stood, heart open and filling it with everything you did When I saw you My heart seized with joy When you spoke my name or said Hi ... I would almost die from loss of breath. My best friend was better friends and when you guys laughed!!! My heart would commence with the Trichotillomania... No the best friend left and the chance was mine! But take it I didn't. WHY!! At the moment to jump you SANK At the moment to fly you FELL You choked Gurgling on the fear of rejection. And now the cycles started again. And this time the one he laughs with isn't a friend! Why couldn't you make him bust a gut God WHY! He's no longer yours never was but but whatever! Anger directed at him, you ignore cause you can't handle your feelings and in the end all you ever wanted to do was to love him. And be loved back. . but don't forget . . . . . you did this
Not much of a poem I know, but was wondering if i am the only one who has ever messed so bad.
#sad#why#hurt#guilty#angry
miguela-shine
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miguela-shine
19/F
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
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