When you touch me
My body screams with pleasure
Your eyes boring into mine
legs intertwined
Ive never felt like this
Gentle kisses
Hugging me tight as our hips clashed
and the **** cuddles
So easy to mistake my feelings after *** for love
Science says it is love
So many hormones released
And before you know it
You're infatuated.
I don't know you
But what I do know
I love
and it KILLS ME
Dear Boof Man,
You will never read this
But I love you in a way...
And im sure you dont love me back.
I dont expect you to.
Weve known each other-
-what?-
27 days
6 hook ups
100's kisses
1000's of words spoken between us
But you live over 300 miles away
We've meet in college
And what are labels really?
Promises that we can be what i want without the names.
It felt like a match made in heaven
We were raised the same
Knowing lifes games
How to play them
When to quit
So why Boof Man, why did we play this one?
and why is it not over
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 1:19 AM UTC
Light pollution
Plus my ****** camera
Means you cant see the sight i'm seeing
Yet,
It also means the sight i'm seeing isn't all that it could be
I just want to StarGaze
Yet,
Sitting here,
Staring at the stars,
It reminds me of how lonely and sad I really am.
No one to hold-
No being held-
And if it happens-its short lived-and in the end-what does it mean?!?
I want it to be something its not
its because i'm prone to rush into things
and then...
...then, its just sad.
Because while hes being a normal person
I'm off on some spaceship
Willing?
Willing myself to believe
Believe in what isn't
Being extra and non-terrestrial
Making something out of nothing
-well not much-
And debating with myself in my head
I let my wants and realities **** each other
Now I float
*No more overthinking*
*No more over-hoping*
**Just going with the flow, until I float upon some foreign and beautiful shore**
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 12:31 AM UTC
I thought that I would be happy to find
What I thought to be the end of my search
Distraught, a sad, and lost, tailless feline
Whose whiskers when in dark will make me lurch
Instead of clear and happy carefree days
The tempest that I feel inside my being
I question if this is the right of way
Results I heed are sitting unforseen
To tumble back to where I once began
Traveling to a wider range of sea
I’ll cast my line with bait of truth and love
And see what type of rarity will be
Maybe this catch will be willing to stay
And i’ll vow not to fish another day.
Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 11:43 AM UTC
I can't help but hate my actions
There I stood, heart open and filling it with everything you did
When I saw you
My heart seized with joy
When you spoke my name or said Hi
...
I would almost die from loss of breath.
My best friend was better friends and when you guys laughed!!!
My heart would commence with the Trichotillomania...
No
the best friend left and the chance was mine!
But take it I didn't.
WHY!!
At the moment to jump you SANK
At the moment to fly you FELL
You choked
Gurgling on the fear of rejection.
And now the cycles started again. And this time
the one he laughs with isn't a friend!
Why couldn't you make him bust a gut God WHY!
He's no longer yours
never was but
but whatever!
Anger directed at him, you ignore cause you can't handle your feelings and in the end
all you ever wanted to do was to love him.
And be loved back.
.
but don't forget
.
.
.
.
.
you did this
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
.
.
.
I'm sure i’ll die alone
Three cats a bird a snake
Companions they're my home
Mistakes i should’ve baked
.
.
.
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 11:44 AM UTC
Mistakes i should have made
I see results unfurl
But the problem is they don't include me...
you should have told him
i should have
you should have tried
i thought i did
you should have went on a limb
I could have
well...
it's too late.
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 11:42 AM UTC
There is a state called love
It swirls and pulls you down
You want it then you don’t
Confused you stare above
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 11:37 AM UTC
And the time it runs on bye
I want to keep the day
Night a friend that has no end
It keeps the day away
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 11:36 AM UTC
The sadness in my heart
Will make me fall apart
So off i run alone
To sing my heart-hurt song
Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 11:35 AM UTC
Power Of Love
Here goes the a man in a boat
Whose face resembled that a goat
Alone he would stay
Awaiting the day
When the woman he loves provokes
Odd Summer
The day that you see guys with guns
Your first reaction is to run
Oh yes you should flee
You fear what you see
For guns water filled were in fun
Loves Quack
A girl she fell deeply in love
The guy he flirts with all the doves
Her heart it will break
The break leaves a quake
When hit he will splat like a bug
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 12:12 PM UTC