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I write this Through watery eyes and trembling hands. Who are you? Am... I a monster? I don't remember doing anything... Last night you confessed You felt so happy and loved... Till i went to sleep. Awakening to y-you... Only That wasn't you... You acted like... I hated you... Saying I wanted you gone...and Didn't care... I began trembling in fear... Scared and worried if you were okay You said you were sorry... that you were just stupid so... I asked you what was wrong... worried For the way you were acting You told me... it didn't matter...that I d-didn't care... By n-now im shaking and crying... what did i do? I asked you again... why you were saying these things... You...yelled...told me you didnt know and to get off your case... I apologized... I was in the wrong... I guess... Sunken into myself i jusy shook and trembled quietly... Till you told me to...stop and be happy... Be nice to you... and when i again questioned what you w-were saying... that was wrong... it w-was just me not caring again... I put on a smile and wished you a good day in the hopes thats what you wanted anf that it'd make you happier... cept... It wasn't the case... you called me out... So I told you I wasnt happy... but afraid and confused... Sorry for ruining your day i guess... I dont know what just h-happened or w-who that was... but it happened three times... you'd apologize and then something would happen... Is it...me?
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Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
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I write this Through watery eyes and trembling hands. Who are you? Am... I a monster? I don't remember doing anything... Last night you confessed You felt so happy and loved... Till i went to sleep. Awakening to y-you... Only That wasn't you... You acted like... I hated you... Saying I wanted you gone...and Didn't care... I began trembling in fear... Scared and worried if you were okay You said you were sorry... that you were just stupid so... I asked you what was wrong... worried For the way you were acting You told me... it didn't matter...that I d-didn't care... By n-now im shaking and crying... what did i do? I asked you again... why you were saying these things... You...yelled...told me you didnt know and to get off your case... I apologized... I was in the wrong... I guess... Sunken into myself i jusy shook and trembled quietly... Till you told me to...stop and be happy... Be nice to you... and when i again questioned what you w-were saying... that was wrong... it w-was just me not caring again... I put on a smile and wished you a good day in the hopes thats what you wanted anf that it'd make you happier... cept... It wasn't the case... you called me out... So I told you I wasnt happy... but afraid and confused... Sorry for ruining your day i guess... I dont know what just h-happened or w-who that was... but it happened three times... you'd apologize and then something would happen... Is it...me?
Im sorry This is a mind scramble of thoughts. I needed somewhere to put it... im so...what....i don't understand...what happened? What'd i do...im sorry?
#love#fear#scared#relationship#confusion#sorry#stranger#helpme
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Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
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