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It's like I'm trapped in my head So many thoughts running through Happy, sad, deep, shallow Who the **** knows I'm going crazy And no one understands No one knows how I feel Oh please get real You're insignificant You don't matter in the long run Be extraordinary But there's not point You can be extraordinary and still have no one understand at all Nothing will fix you No one can fix you Deal with loneliness now Because it's your perpetual state Discover who you are Don't go too far Your thoughts will protect you But they're the things that make me blue Nothing makes sense Everything will make sense Someday they say But if I wait for that day And I hope and pray Will the orchestra really start to play The clear notes that can explain away All of the problems that plague me today I hate myself Could I be more selfish Could I be more of a hypocrite Criticising others like taking a hit Getting high off of bullying others I sit here looking at my little brother He thinks he knows all Well so do I I wonder what he thinks As he watches me cry Is life one fluid movement? Or some sort of line graph I do know that life is full of judgment And to always try to laugh I think it's moments like these Where I don't know if I'm ecstatic or depressed That my mind is truly at its best My brain's a train And my fingers run alongside I'm trying to get these thoughts from in to the outside But they go too fast Now they're in the past I can't think straight I wish I could make them wait
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Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC
Stream of Consciousness
It's like I'm trapped in my head So many thoughts running through Happy, sad, deep, shallow Who the **** knows I'm going crazy And no one understands No one knows how I feel Oh please get real You're insignificant You don't matter in the long run Be extraordinary But there's not point You can be extraordinary and still have no one understand at all Nothing will fix you No one can fix you Deal with loneliness now Because it's your perpetual state Discover who you are Don't go too far Your thoughts will protect you But they're the things that make me blue Nothing makes sense Everything will make sense Someday they say But if I wait for that day And I hope and pray Will the orchestra really start to play The clear notes that can explain away All of the problems that plague me today I hate myself Could I be more selfish Could I be more of a hypocrite Criticising others like taking a hit Getting high off of bullying others I sit here looking at my little brother He thinks he knows all Well so do I I wonder what he thinks As he watches me cry Is life one fluid movement? Or some sort of line graph I do know that life is full of judgment And to always try to laugh I think it's moments like these Where I don't know if I'm ecstatic or depressed That my mind is truly at its best My brain's a train And my fingers run alongside I'm trying to get these thoughts from in to the outside But they go too fast Now they're in the past I can't think straight I wish I could make them wait
Just some thoughts that I had, late at night.
#sad#thoughts#thinking#deep#consciousness
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thoughts-with-anna
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC
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