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The lack isn't enough The absence of another set of hands is proving to be tough No ones asked me how I'm doing for quite awhile I remember your bed I remember how much we didn't care about each other's pasts or the lingering of our own deadly thoughts If you are the golf course and I am the rain then I'd like to go back to that night and remember how it felt to be completely ****** up and utterly insane But I'm tired No I'm exhausted A year ago I was not alone I had dug a hole in a boys heart and filled it with suicidal thoughts and unanswered questions, both his and my own, and destroyed myself while calling it "love" I think I was hiding Using him as a mask Because I was terrified and needed someone to provide me with a flask and cigarette addiction The past is the past But the past is all I have The present is proving to be boring and the futures a ***** I guess I'll just be alone for now Get dragged by the snow drifts and mesmorized by the wind Stand out in the freezing snow and think about how I never feel warm anymore Cause when I'm alone I'm cold to the core Bored
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 7:38 PM UTC
The Future is a *****
The lack isn't enough The absence of another set of hands is proving to be tough No ones asked me how I'm doing for quite awhile I remember your bed I remember how much we didn't care about each other's pasts or the lingering of our own deadly thoughts If you are the golf course and I am the rain then I'd like to go back to that night and remember how it felt to be completely ****** up and utterly insane But I'm tired No I'm exhausted A year ago I was not alone I had dug a hole in a boys heart and filled it with suicidal thoughts and unanswered questions, both his and my own, and destroyed myself while calling it "love" I think I was hiding Using him as a mask Because I was terrified and needed someone to provide me with a flask and cigarette addiction The past is the past But the past is all I have The present is proving to be boring and the futures a ***** I guess I'll just be alone for now Get dragged by the snow drifts and mesmorized by the wind Stand out in the freezing snow and think about how I never feel warm anymore Cause when I'm alone I'm cold to the core Bored
"Please don't tell me you love her please don't pull me close, it's complicated in my head and I can't stand anymore noise"
#love#sad#depression#pain#summer#winter#seasons#cold#daniel#elijah
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 7:38 PM UTC
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