Peering through the dark
Wondering where I failed
Another smile to say “I’m great”
But I would never say I’ve healed
Friends caring all too much
Sorry, your pasts I can’t relate
I made hate exist in my heart
And I can’t take it away
I don’t want you to worry
But this is what I cause
To lose what I dreamed of most
Mundane thoughts of a talent lost
It’s the magnitude that makes me sick
Makes me seem sadder than I am
But there’s really nothing left for me
My dreams will eventually break in time
© 2003
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 2:32 PM UTC
Peering through the dark
Wondering where I failed
Another smile to say “I’m great”
But I would never say I’ve healed
Friends caring all too much
Sorry, your pasts I can’t relate
I made hate exist in my heart
And I can’t take it away
I don’t want you to worry
But this is what I cause
To lose what I dreamed of most
Mundane thoughts of a talent lost
It’s the magnitude that makes me sick
Makes me seem sadder than I am
But there’s really nothing left for me
My dreams will eventually break in time
© 2003
