oh my son colton i have the memory of christmas morning when i asked you to get me something out of the deep freezer and you found the 50 big macs i had bought you because you were always wanting me to drive you 45 minutes away after bed time on a school night to McDonald's and after that you could have a big mac whenever you wanted and even if you were mad at me 23 hours a day there was that magical hour when i would wake up at 4 in the morning as you were just getting ready to go to bed where i would sit on that deep freezer and have the bestest conversations and for 1 hour we understood each other