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Jon Tobias
Poems
Mar 2011
White Noise
I’m sorry
I know there are days where I burn at both ends
And not even your cool waters can subdue these flames
I
Regret every word that’s burned past these lips
I didn’t mean to take you for granted
I swear
I didn’t mean to point out your stretch marks and laugh lines
I didn’t mean to forget your birthday
I
just lose myself sometimes
Like
Last night when I laid in the darkness of our bedroom
And stretched out to feel how cold the other side of the bed was
And I
could hear your voice keeping me awake like white noise whispering
from some other room
And I just can’t seem to turn it off
I know that this is broken and left for dead
Forgotten in a box in an attic in some house
somewhere
Nostalgia’s never seemed so bitter
Because sometimes I smell you
And my heart breaks a million times a day
I got a box of red confetti here
Barely beats
Buckles my knees when it does
Beats me breathless
Holds me under
Keeps me back
Makes me wonder
Where everything turned sour like milk
Mighta seen your face on the side of that milk carton
I’d’ve known
I should’ve let you go
But I couldn’t
Not so soon
If I had my way it’d been never
Now all I got is this sound
White noise coming from some other room
Sounds like laughter sometimes
Sounds like music
Sounds like my heart shatter confetti burst
Feels like crawling skin
The lightest touch that almost tickles
Press harder if you could
I can almost feel you
Sounds like a match being lit
Lettin’ me burn at both ends
Written by
Jon Tobias
San Diego
(San Diego)
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