I always write about destroying whoever it is that I love I want them to burn to the ground and never be able to recover, launch into the sky with the intensity of a phoenix and crash, in a plume of smoke and lie there, shuddering. I have always wanted to light someone on fire. I always want them to love me so much that it destroys them, but this time: I'm afraid it will, and I am willing to burn myself on the stake if it keeps you intact.