Cold, cold hands. These hands of mine... Cold with red.
I carry a burden. Such a heavy burden. I bury this burden-I bury deep. So, so deep.
As I drive, I feel relief. My mind is wandering from place to place- from thought to thought. ...I swirve. Hitting a tree is not what I need right now, or is it?
Maybe it would be better if I no longer existed. I'm quite awful, really. I lie to people very often- no remorse.
Nah, maybe not. Just keep on driving. That's what I should do. Exactly what I should do.
Home. Home feels so wonderous. I need my bed...but I shall retire to the couch tonight. My sheets are awfully messy.
Pit pat, ratta tat. Knock knock, it's twelve o' clock.
I answer the door, and I find a man in uniform. "Do you know the whereabouts of this woman?" She looked very familiar...
"No, oh no, my, my, no, no." I answer with earnest. "That will be all, sir". Men in blue. Never leaving me alone.
I feel they like me. I wonder why?
Night time again. Oh, I love the night. I don't love this woman, though. She lays on my bed, naked. Some girl from a bar- she wants to lose her inhibitions with me.
What she doesn't realize is... I'm losing mine with her.
I tell her to close her eyes. She obliges. I walk softly over to her. Slowly, slowly.
I feel her body with my hand... I feel absolute power within my palm. Bliss runs through my body- I end her.
Now I have another burden for the night. It's no real problem, honestly. I'll just take her where I dump all of my other burdens. Hopefully I won't be too tired to lift her.