*******, I thought you're suppose to be family? Family isn't suppose to make family feel like this. Is it? You make me feel like ****, when I already do. You make me feel worthless, stupid, alone. ******* dad, for never being here and always letting me down. ******* mom for always picking favorites, it's hard not to notice. ******* Dylan for always being better than me, and rubbing it in my face. ******* Jesse for not loving me, only talking to me when you visit. ******* family for keeping my third brother away from me. But hey isn't this what family is about? Lies? Fake happiness? Being alone? ******* guys for letting me down. I know I'm not perfect but I have reasons to be. So you win, you win the fake laughs and smiles. **You Win