I'm able to feel again
No lust coated emotions
I just beg for something real
Something terrifyingly beautiful
A door worth picking the lock for

She's subtle, underneath the skin
Or maybe I'm reading wrong
Or maybe she's not wanting it at all
Or maybe she's falling deep
Or maybe I can't dismiss any cautious thoughts

I've hurt before too
I have missed the warmth too
Parts die and new ones are born
No excuses, she deserves the universe...and I all I can give is the best of my being.