sometimes a crowded place, seems empty; manytimes thoughts only, make a crowd; want to talk to someone, but someone seems no one; one who you can say yours, one who you can say anything;
one or two names bounce in mind; but evil heart dont agree, "no compromises" he says; says he "why to disturb, why to overload them"; is there anyone who will never get disturbed??;
no relation fills that emptiness; its a company with no demand no request; not expecting anything although everything is available; Just a string of unsaid understanding;
sitting hours together, feeling the completeness; talked a lot but still chat never ends; thinking a lot, dreaming about, feeling the company; knowing the other will be doing the same;
coming in reality, discovering the truth; listening the unsaid, dreaming the myth; conversation i never had, feeling i never felt; time exits this world of virtuality;
whenever i feel such i enjoy some; i envy some, feel helpless but not hopeless; enlightening my hopes i come back in worldly world; with a smile hiding undefinable expression;
(c) goyal.madhav@gmail.com It's all real about me, upcoming i will share some poems , which i wrote for someone who will never read them