i'm so tired of thinking
yet so tired of forgetting

my mind wonders late at night
about what to do throughout the night

with quite and darkness, i drift away
into thoughts in my head and why i should stay

my body is motionless, dead to the world
yet my mind is awake thinking
about me in this world

i open my eyes to say whats next
drift back away to dream again

is it in my mind or is it in my head
could it be my challenges or
an old dream i once had

why can't my mind stop thinking instead
why do these thoughts keep going through my head