Why do I bother

I go on this chat site
Everyone has a profile
With their interests, etc.

I try to engage women
And ask about their lives
They don't seem to care that much
Or want to have a conversation

I would go out and try to meet someone
But I have no money

Despite all my education
I can't find a decent job in California

So I sit at home in front of my computer
At 9:52 pm
Alone again

I guess I will watch Youtube videos
On world war II
Youtube is always there for me

Life is so sad
Some kind of tradgedy
I am a really good person

I have barely any friends
I guess I will go to the gym in a while
Run a few miles